See I know what I want,

And I've known for some time.

But you seem unsure,

And this has been weighing on my mind.

There's only so many ways to ask,

And there's only so many ways not to tell.

And the place we're at right now feels,

Like we're fixed in a Heavenly Hell.

 Waiting for the climax of this ride,

And embracing for my heart to drop.

Will it be only for reality to reveal,

We're meant to rest at separate stops?

Is it possible to hide feelings so well,

Or is it they don't exist?

If I walked away for good,

Would I truly be missed?

The insecurity is killing me,

It develops more each day.

Is this all really worth it,

And what if we felt the same way?

 It can go in either direction,

But I need to know soon.

Because this uncertainty that lingers,

Picks at an already sore wound.

I use to wish I could somehow,

Just ignore this way that I feel.

Then I learned ignoring reality will only cause

Something to seem unreal.

And that's what this is right now

A dream that's gone too far.

Time goes by so fast now I wonder,

Have we forgotten who we are?

Now, knowing what I once wanted so much,

Has inevitably changed to past tense.

My feelings for you have been dwindling,

Since your doubt and lack of love began to manifest.

  I can accept my fate,

And I could find a way to move on.

But I can't deny or ever change how much,

I miss you when you’re gone.